When am I a women?

Well Miss Jones this sounds like an interesting topic you have proposed here, it's a little mantra I often hear you reciting. (Mr Black)

Yes sir it is...

Gurls when do we become female, is it our actions, our mind set or simply our physicality or a combination of the three. Yes yes I know what the law says - right now I would be sent to a male prison (giggle sounds yummy - blushing I can't believe I said that) if I committed a crime. I am guessing however a level or 'grey would come in to it' Having said all that I actually don't care what or whom classes me as male female or trans. I want to know when you Gurls feel most femm. Most like a women we are all dying to be. 

When does a Tgirl change into a women? If she ever does? 

Yes at this point we all dress well, we know how to move, how to stand like a women, but is that enough. 

Most Tgirls / Gurls have long since mastered the femm stance the cute pose with tight jeans just the right amount of tummy showing. but does this make us fully a women? 

Perhaps it is in how we act when we are out, do we behave as a women? Does that mean we tease and flirt or behave primly?

Is it enough to dress and move like a women?

What about feminine drift. It is real many Tgirls dispute it but I have seen too many Gurls experience it. At first it just about dressing, then it becomes a need to look femm, some Gurls try hormones others don't but they all need to be more femm. They play more and more and their fantasies get wilder...

At first their dreams are full of being femm and in their female role they imagine being a lesbian. Eating out their mistress, they imagine making love like two women. 

Many Gurls stay here for a few years I know I did but the hormones kick in and the femm drift continues. You start to imagine yourself as a women your breasts start to grow you fixate on them touching you nipples imaging a women playing with you.  

Then it happens you want her to take you, somehow you have drifted into being used you want your girlfriend, wife, lover whoever she is to fuck you you feel shame and yet the urge is all powerful. Then it happens that night the first time someone else is in control of your ass pussy your sissy clit is throbbing with anticipation, the cold slick feeling of her lubed fingers enter you. The feeling is not that unusual you have fingered your pussy over the years, perhaps you have even fucked yourself with a vibrator or dildo. Yet this time it is different this time someone else is involved and this time. This time you are begging her like a wanton whore this time she fucks you like a girl, deeper, deeper, deeper, each thrust sends shivers along your spine your sissy clit is rubbing on the cushion, the pain and pleasure mix and you hear the low animalistic guttural sound that she makes as she fucks you - your manhood is being fucked out of you, each thrust pushing it deeper into your mind, finally you put whats left of your manhood in a tiny box and hide it in the deepest part of your mind. You bite your lower lip and giggle the irony of how deep she is in you reflects on how deep your have just hidden any vestige of manhood. You blush as you reach orgasm. Tears, pain, joy and much needed release. 

You need to feel like a women know you seek female lovers that understand your need bi women who like to play, lipstick lesbians and you relish their touch your breast are amazingly sensitive and you need to feel that feeling again the feeling of fullness. You feel utterly ashamed but you need it want it.

You begin to explore the possibilities and the femm drift continues deeper you fall into the rabbit hole. 

You meet a married bi women who loves to fuck you the pain mingled with the pleasure is amazing and you begin to fall in love with this older, stronger dominate women. You love the way your breasts swing when she fucks you. 

Several lines of coke too much white wine she convinces you to join in with her and her husband she knows how to bring along a Gurl like you she fucks you while you sank him off. 

She then pulls you down and lets him cum on you 

Your drift is complete she guides his cock into you and with each thrust you cry tears of shame - not because he is fucking you like a girl but because you love it so much. 

You start to meet him on his own and he fucks you silly. Your like a bitch on heat you simply can not get enough. 

You have lost all self respect and you can be used by anyone you put yourself into situations you can not handle and men that abuse you but you love it 

If you ask me giggle how do you know your a women? The answer is simple really

When you long for a cock like that. 

When going out with your girlfriends is all that matters. When you can walk in heels like these.

when getting dressed means so much

When being taken like this makes you feel...

This.