Imagine being able to look inside your minds eye, to strip away everything and see yourself for what you truly are - a through the keyhole experience if you will. Are you really that sensual women. Or some cute teen losing her virginity for the first time?
Stop a moment and give this a little thought ladies. Dare you look through the keyhole of your desires? What will you find in the dark corners of your femininity - what are you hiding and what will you allow into the light.
As always sisters I will take the journey with you. I will explore my own little dark mind - Hold my hand a lets take a walk inside Tabby.
(I may still be a little merry from celebrations will explain a little later - warning this walk could get wild)
Sorry this is going to be a little unconstructed I have no idea where to start. It was an idea from Sir via a brief telephone conversation late at night and I am feeling a little dizzy and tired.
What am I? What do I want to be? What kind of women do I really want to be? Wow this is hard Gurls I am trying to be open and honest but my thoughts are very jumbled.
I know some things so lets start there - I want to be lusted after, adored, worshiped. I want people all of you to need me to want to be with me, to want to read my blog and read about me. I want to be a trophy, whistled at and wanted.
I want to be confident and ooze sex appeal. I want that glow a sexy women has after she has had a real good seeing to. Blush. I want to be a show off.
I want to make money from my looks and be famous. I want to be chased by photographers, I want to fall out of clubs at unearthly hours.
I want to be a sex symbol. I want to be accepted.
I want my lovers to whisper about my prowess and marvel at my ability to make them feel wonderful
I want to try everything. I want to be a slut, whore a total wanton bitch. The whore of the group of friends - the slut the one that will do anything.
I want my friends to marvel at me and deep down to be disgusted.
I want to be playful and femm, loving and submissive.
I want to be someones pet and have my own pets.
I want a mistress I want to be in female company I want to learn from real women
I want to feel a real female orgasm.
I want everything a women experiences from losing her virginity in her teens to being a bride on her honeymoon.
I wish I could magically transform into the girl inside my head.