Inside your minds eye

Imagine being able to look inside your minds eye, to strip away everything and see yourself for what you truly are - a through the keyhole experience if you will. Are you really that sensual women. Or some cute teen losing her virginity for the first time? 

Stop a moment and give this a little thought ladies. Dare you look through the keyhole of your desires? What will you find in the dark corners of your femininity - what are you hiding and what will you allow into the light. 

As always sisters I will take the journey with you. I will explore my own little dark mind - Hold my hand a lets take a walk inside Tabby. 
(I may still be a little merry from celebrations will explain a little later - warning this walk could get wild) 


Sorry this is going to be a little unconstructed I have no idea where to start. It was an idea from Sir via a brief telephone conversation late at night and I am feeling a little dizzy and tired. 


What am I? What do I want to be? What kind of women do I really want to be? Wow this is hard Gurls I am trying to be open and honest but my thoughts are very jumbled. 


I know some things so lets start there - I want to be lusted after, adored, worshiped. I want people all of you to need me to want to be with me, to want to read my blog and read about me. I want to be a trophy, whistled at and wanted. 

I want to be confident and ooze sex appeal. I want that glow a sexy women has after she has had a real good seeing to. Blush. I want to be a show off. 

I want to make money from my looks and be famous. I want to be chased by photographers, I want to fall out of clubs at unearthly hours. 

I want to be a sex symbol. I want to be accepted.

I want my lovers to whisper about my prowess and marvel at my ability to make them feel wonderful

I want to try everything. I want to be a slut, whore a total wanton bitch. The whore of the group of friends - the slut the one that will do anything. 

I want my friends to marvel at me and deep down to be disgusted. 

I want to be playful and femm, loving and submissive.

I want to be someones pet and have my own pets.

I want a mistress I want to be in female company I want to learn from real women

I want to feel a real female orgasm. 

I want everything a women experiences from losing her virginity in her teens to being a bride on her honeymoon.

I wish I could truly explore my femininity and not just play act. I want a man to look at me while I queue in a shop and wonder what it is like to bed me I want to look at a guy and lick my lips and wonder if his cock shows as much promise as his body does. 


I wish I could magically transform into the girl inside my head.